12/17/2010
I’ve been reflecting on everything my family has been through over the past few years. Things have changed so much, I hardly recognize myself.
We tend to gravitate toward the familiar traditions around this time of year. For instance, when I was growing up, Santa always came some night around Christmas (but not necessarily on Christmas) while our family went out to eat. We kept this tradition with our own children, and, at least for this year, that won’t change.
Of course, throughout our lives, we experience changes. Things never remain the same, and that is just life. Most of the changes (at least for me) have been happy ones such as additions to our family.
Starting about 2 years ago, Christmas has seemed to come with a loss in our family. The first was my father-in-law who passed away right before Christmas, and that is a Christmas that is even difficult for me to remember. My own father passed away about 1-1/2 years ago. Now, this year, my husband of 14 years and I have decided to part ways. The family seems to be shrinking; and yet, I am not sad. I think it is because I now know that anytime I need to talk to Chuck or dad, I know they are right here. They haven’t really gone anywhere. They have just made a transition. And, even though my family is now split into 2 homes, I am at peace, and I am a happier person and have a lot more to offer the kids.
Although these changes have been really difficult, they offer growth and can show us how much strength we really have.
Sure, this Christmas will feel very different (again), but I am going to try to embrace all of the changes and find all of the blessings surrounding me.
Have a beautiful Christmas and holiday season.
Love,
Angie
